for you, you said the blackpill freed you but for this youngshit coper he says it destroyed you/made your heart into a blackhole or some shit, this just proves that he sees the blackpill as something uncomfortable hence why he does not want to accept it. also this "be yourself" shit is highly contradictory, bluepillers will see an incel acting like himself and say he has a bad personality and that he needs to fix it. when he tries to fix it then they say to be yourself.