are you content with spending the rest of your life exactly like this with no ascension or anything else major happening
I don't know. I mean, this is not sustainable for the rest of my life, so either that means I'm dying young, or there's some magical force that allows me to sustain this until I die of natural causes. Assuming it's the latter, for the purposes of the question, I guess. Life's too complicated to kill your will to live trying to improve your condition.
im 16 and my whole life pretty much nothing has changed sure i had friends for a brief period and sure for the last 3 years ive had my stepfather in the picture but besides that nothing has changed in the last 3 years ive lived in 3 diffrent states and attended 5 different schools and in each ive always been at the bottom of the hierarchy and as its looking when i enter the work force im still gonna be the same lame ugly poor guy who know one cares for so how am i supposed to contiue coping like this for another 40-50 years how is any sub 5 make supposed to it just isnt sustainable in the next 2-5 years im either gonna snap or rope theres no inbetween so how are guys like @itsallaboutpersonality and @ragemaxxed coping passed their early 20s when theres clearly nothing for them and their passed their "prime" i couldnt imagine being passed the age of 17-19 and still being incel and rotting on here
I am half dead tbh, I live for the sake of living.
Can you elab?
I've been suffering from mental illnesses since 2019. That's the year my father sold the house and I was so close to paying my mortgage. I recieve $1400 (including rent) every month. I'm only allowed to make an extra $1000 per month. And my parents is only allowed to give me a limited amount of money or "gifts".
