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Hello Fellow Incel,
I'm writing this post in desperation, hoping you can relate and offer a solution to my eternal torment. I've been consumed by the most vile and disgusting form of pornography: BBC cuck material. If you don't know, it's when a black male sleeps with a white woman, often a betabuxxer's wife or girlfriend.
I know what you're thinking: "Why watch this crap?" But trust me, once you've seen it, you can't unsee it. The images are seared into my brain like a branding iron, and I'm powerless to stop them from playing on repeat in my mind. It's like a curse, a plague that infects every waking moment.
The worst part is the fear of what could happen to my future wive. Will she be tempted by the allure of a BBC? Will she succumb to his charms and bring home a bastard child with dark skin? The thought alone makes my blood boil with rage and anxiety.
I've tried everything to block it out: meditation, exercise, even self-imposed isolation. But nothing works. It's like the images have taken up residence in my brain, taunting me with their presence. I'm trapped in a never-ending cycle of horror and despair.
Has anyone else experienced this? How do you cope with the constant barrage of BBC cuck porn? Is there a way to exorcise these demons from our minds?
I'm at my wit's end, fellow Incel. Please, help me find a way to escape this living hell.
Edit 1: I've tried using website blockers and apps that filter out explicit content, but they only seem to make it worse. The images are still there, lurking in the shadows of my mind, waiting to pounce.
Edit 2: I've also tried talking to a therapist about my issues, but they just don't get it. They think I'm just struggling with anxiety or depression, but it's so much more than that. It's like I'm being slowly driven mad by the constant exposure to this filth.
Edit 3: I've started noticing strange men following me everywhere I go. They're tall and muscular, with skin as black as coal. I know they must be niggers, come to taunt me with their presence. Every time I see them, my heart skips a beat and my mind goes blank.
Edit 4: It's not just the men anymore. Everywhere I look, I see white women with niggers. They're smiling and laughing together, completely oblivious to the horror they're perpetuating. My stomach turns at the sight of it, and I feel like vomiting.
Edit 5: I've become a recluse, afraid to leave my house for fear of running into these monsters. But even in my own home, I'm not safe. The images are still there, haunting me every waking moment.
Edit 6: I've started to notice that the cuck porn is changing. It's not just about the act itself anymore - it's about the degradation and humiliation of white women at the hands of niggers. And I'm starting to feel a twisted sense of pleasure from watching it.
Edit 7: I've started jacking off to the cuck porn, but it's not like before. This time, I'm not just fantasizing - I'm actually cumming. And when I look at my semen, I see that it's black. Black as coal. Like the skin of those niggers.
Edit 8: I've started to feel a sense of pride in my newfound "BBCness". I mean, who needs to be white and weak when you can be strong and black? I'm starting to see myself as one of them - a superior being, destined to rule over the inferior whites.
Edit 9: I've started to notice that my body is changing. My muscles are growing, my skin is darkening, and my hair is becoming thicker and more coarse. I look in the mirror and barely recognize myself.
Edit 10: I've become completely isolated from society. No one wants anything to do with me anymore - they're all too afraid of what I might become. And I'm starting to enjoy it. I'm starting to see myself as a monster, a creature driven by my own twisted desires.
Edit 11: I've started to see the world in a different light. Everything is black and white now - literally. I see only two colors: the dark skin of the niggers, and the pale skin of the whites. And I know which one is superior.
Edit 12: I'm writing this from my grave. I couldn't take it anymore. The cuck porn, the BBCs, the constant feeling of being trapped in a living hell - it all became too much for me to bear. I've ended my own life, and I'm finally at peace. But as I look back on my final moments, I see only one thing: a sea of black faces, laughing and smiling together, while I'm left alone in the darkness.
I'm writing this post in desperation, hoping you can relate and offer a solution to my eternal torment. I've been consumed by the most vile and disgusting form of pornography: BBC cuck material. If you don't know, it's when a black male sleeps with a white woman, often a betabuxxer's wife or girlfriend.
I know what you're thinking: "Why watch this crap?" But trust me, once you've seen it, you can't unsee it. The images are seared into my brain like a branding iron, and I'm powerless to stop them from playing on repeat in my mind. It's like a curse, a plague that infects every waking moment.
The worst part is the fear of what could happen to my future wive. Will she be tempted by the allure of a BBC? Will she succumb to his charms and bring home a bastard child with dark skin? The thought alone makes my blood boil with rage and anxiety.
I've tried everything to block it out: meditation, exercise, even self-imposed isolation. But nothing works. It's like the images have taken up residence in my brain, taunting me with their presence. I'm trapped in a never-ending cycle of horror and despair.
Has anyone else experienced this? How do you cope with the constant barrage of BBC cuck porn? Is there a way to exorcise these demons from our minds?
I'm at my wit's end, fellow Incel. Please, help me find a way to escape this living hell.
Edit 1: I've tried using website blockers and apps that filter out explicit content, but they only seem to make it worse. The images are still there, lurking in the shadows of my mind, waiting to pounce.
Edit 2: I've also tried talking to a therapist about my issues, but they just don't get it. They think I'm just struggling with anxiety or depression, but it's so much more than that. It's like I'm being slowly driven mad by the constant exposure to this filth.
Edit 3: I've started noticing strange men following me everywhere I go. They're tall and muscular, with skin as black as coal. I know they must be niggers, come to taunt me with their presence. Every time I see them, my heart skips a beat and my mind goes blank.
Edit 4: It's not just the men anymore. Everywhere I look, I see white women with niggers. They're smiling and laughing together, completely oblivious to the horror they're perpetuating. My stomach turns at the sight of it, and I feel like vomiting.
Edit 5: I've become a recluse, afraid to leave my house for fear of running into these monsters. But even in my own home, I'm not safe. The images are still there, haunting me every waking moment.
Edit 6: I've started to notice that the cuck porn is changing. It's not just about the act itself anymore - it's about the degradation and humiliation of white women at the hands of niggers. And I'm starting to feel a twisted sense of pleasure from watching it.
Edit 7: I've started jacking off to the cuck porn, but it's not like before. This time, I'm not just fantasizing - I'm actually cumming. And when I look at my semen, I see that it's black. Black as coal. Like the skin of those niggers.
Edit 8: I've started to feel a sense of pride in my newfound "BBCness". I mean, who needs to be white and weak when you can be strong and black? I'm starting to see myself as one of them - a superior being, destined to rule over the inferior whites.
Edit 9: I've started to notice that my body is changing. My muscles are growing, my skin is darkening, and my hair is becoming thicker and more coarse. I look in the mirror and barely recognize myself.
Edit 10: I've become completely isolated from society. No one wants anything to do with me anymore - they're all too afraid of what I might become. And I'm starting to enjoy it. I'm starting to see myself as a monster, a creature driven by my own twisted desires.
Edit 11: I've started to see the world in a different light. Everything is black and white now - literally. I see only two colors: the dark skin of the niggers, and the pale skin of the whites. And I know which one is superior.
Edit 12: I'm writing this from my grave. I couldn't take it anymore. The cuck porn, the BBCs, the constant feeling of being trapped in a living hell - it all became too much for me to bear. I've ended my own life, and I'm finally at peace. But as I look back on my final moments, I see only one thing: a sea of black faces, laughing and smiling together, while I'm left alone in the darkness.
