I've recently accepted my fate of loneliness despite being blackpilled for years. It has come to the point where I don't even look in the direction of women because of how disgusted I feel about myself.
I coped and thought maybe I wasn't that bad looking, but my "friend" just crushed the last bit of self confidence I had left. I asked him about an old female classmate we had and he replied "why do you want to know? she'd never get with you bro, you're fucking ugly, I knew you since grade 7 bro, you're fucking UGLY". The way he emphasised the word 'ugly' too, it was so aggressive, I tried laughing it off but I had a deep sunken feeling in my chest, at that point, I knew it was over.
I'm in a sort of new mental state where I have absolutely zero desire to attract women (because I can't) and it actually dawned on me that I am in fact a genetic dead end. It all makes sense now, why I've been treated like shit by everyone, especially women. I thought maybe one day, at least an ugly or fat girl might take me but no, I have zero chance. At best I'd be her plan Z after she can't get with anyone else, she'd be all used up and I would have to accept that, that's what normies tell us anyway.
How do you all cope now? I'm just focused on career, gym, browsing random shit online, getting high and taking late night walks in the park
I coped and thought maybe I wasn't that bad looking, but my "friend" just crushed the last bit of self confidence I had left. I asked him about an old female classmate we had and he replied "why do you want to know? she'd never get with you bro, you're fucking ugly, I knew you since grade 7 bro, you're fucking UGLY". The way he emphasised the word 'ugly' too, it was so aggressive, I tried laughing it off but I had a deep sunken feeling in my chest, at that point, I knew it was over.
I'm in a sort of new mental state where I have absolutely zero desire to attract women (because I can't) and it actually dawned on me that I am in fact a genetic dead end. It all makes sense now, why I've been treated like shit by everyone, especially women. I thought maybe one day, at least an ugly or fat girl might take me but no, I have zero chance. At best I'd be her plan Z after she can't get with anyone else, she'd be all used up and I would have to accept that, that's what normies tell us anyway.
How do you all cope now? I'm just focused on career, gym, browsing random shit online, getting high and taking late night walks in the park
