I suggest you don't take your grandfather's advice. He doesn't know what he is talking about. Live for yourself. I lived for a very a long time and I'm happy I didn't kill myself. I learned a lot about life and had some fun. Just think about the good times you are going to experience with or without a bitch. You know the saying: suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. Don't act on your feelings of despair. Tell yourself the awful feelings will eventually disappear. Feelings are temporary. Don't adopt a self-defeatist attitude. Don't think like a weakling. Have nerves of steel. Be strong, young warrior.
