16 years on this faggoted planet in this useless body and i already feel like my life is over i dont even know if ill make it to 19 and if i do i definitely wont make it to 25 the only thing that helps me cope is reading hentai watching anime and reading fight manhwa and manhua other than that nothing i hate being on these fucking forums yet i litterally can do nothing elese sense my parents wont allow me to leave the house and when i start job corps i wont be able to leave the facility im legit going to be a prisoner till im 17 and then what use my trade to be a wage slave join the military and do fuck all go to college and have it be a repeat of school theres nothing for me yet im told my situation is my fault and to " TAKE RESPONSIBILITY BROOOOO" FUCK THAT SHIT
Thats why i always say "LIVE FREE AND WITHOUT MORALS" because this world has done nothing but piss on me im never taking responsibility or apologizing to anyone ever again if i somehow have a kid im abandoning that niglet and if i ever get a gf im beating her ass till she leaves me fuck my fucking life i live in a mental and physical hell yet compared to some starving african im "priveleged " and "should be grateful" all bullshit
Growing up is getting fucked in the ass by the world and learning to accept it because you become numb. Before the idea of suicide was easy, then you become more and more cynical and your indifference is futile to your natural fear of death. Thus, you just exist and keep taking it until you can't take it no more. I don't know how it is when one finally explodes, but if that day comes, I am today a victim of destiny.
Did you feel like how op did when you were a teenager.
And Do you still feel like how op feels
Does things get better or do they stay the same or gets worse.
